Sunday, July 22, 2012

I Need to be More Consistent.

In prayer, journaling, blogging, and scripture study.

I've been doing okay with prayer... but I can definitely do better.
At EFY a speaker mentioned that kneeling at your bedside for prayer helps you focus more on the spiritual nature of your prayer.  I never really thought of it that way.  I've always just been too tired/lazy and have always just prayed in bed.  But I'm going to try my hardest to actually get out of bed and kneel for my prayers.

Ever since I started blogging, my journal has suffered.  I've thought "Why journal when blogging is so much easier?"  Well... it is best to keep more than one record.  That's why.  Plus, I can't guarantee that blogger/the internet/my blog won't randomly someday crash and everything won't be lost.  Chances aren't likely, but keeping a journal as well is always good just to be safe.

Blogging... lately I've just not been blogging as much.  It's not that I don't have time.  It's just that I haven't been motivated!  But that needs to change.  I was thinking just yesterday about how I need to try harder to blog, and then today in sacrament meeting the speaker was talking about being a missionary through the internet and technology.  And I thought "That's for me.  To blog more.  I just know it."

I really try to read my scriptures, but I just don't like to.  I think it's boring.  But I want to want to read.  Does that make sense?  I have the desire to want to read and study my scriptures.  And that is enough.  But I need to try harder, even when I don't want to.  Yesterday I made a scripture reading log.  My goal is to read at least 15 minutes a week.  That may seem extremely easy for some (even most) people... but for me it is a challenge to pick up my scriptures even once a week for personal scripture study.  So I'm hoping that this small goal will be enough to make scripture study a habit and cause me to begin to enjoy it more.

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I know that as long as I have
the desire to do these things
and try my hardest to do them,
the Lord will help with the rest.

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